argument

08/05/09

Mum & dad quarrel yesterday night.... for the same matter again.... no matter it's 20s or 40s, the problems are just the same ... y we women aways are the one who are wrong in the argument... y men neva appreciate....they always claim that we are the one who start the fight... yes.. men r always right....they are always very busy as they got big business to do... but women nowadays not working huh? & besides working, women will still have a lot of other things to do...says if women are not exist in the world..who is the one who cook? who help men to give birth & suffer all the pain? who is the one that do your laundry? who is the one that help u wash dishes? perhaps u can say ur mum, ur wife, ur gf, or ur maid.... but dun forget, even ur maid is a woman too...

Actually i'm quite contradicted recently... i got this feeling of getting married but at the same time no confidence in marriage... for my case... he normally claims that only he will be very busy when his buyer is in malaysia but what i see now is even his buyer is not in malaysia, he will still have to work till 11-12 almost everyday... outstation, meet supplier, qc representative, station one unplug... besides working, he will still have his soccer time...even though not all the time he go but the reason that he dun go is normally because he needs to work... 

If i dun get married, i just dunno y i will feel so unsecure in this relationship but if get married... is it means that everynight i have to stay in th double storey house a lone after work? or stay at my mum or his mum house till he is back....?? mayb he is right... i really need to get someone that work 9-5.. then after that can accompany me.. mayb not side by side stick together but at least i'm not alone.....

now when i see my parent is still arguing on the same problem... i just dunno y suddenly feel so disappointed in relationship..wondering will us also the same in 40s? or 60s? or even worse... should i let go even though i know i can't......................................................