26/03/09
眼泪好像流不完似的，还在拼命地流，我真的好想好想忘记你。记得有人说过，当一段爱情出现了互相指责的时候，两个人不管再怎么爱对方，都无法好好地维持这段爱情了，我真的好想有一种药，吃了后可以忘记你的，对你来说，我的存在，只不过是你的累赘，就算再多天没有见面，你仍然可以坦然度过，剩下我一个人在家facebook,blog,再不然就是看连续剧，除了那天是跟KM他们看之外，这个月内，就没有再和你看过戏了。到底我还要再流多少眼泪你才能懂得我的痛，到底还要在手上割多少条伤痕，才能切断我对你的爱与思念？
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
no title
25/03/09
I dunno if this will be my last post but I'm really very tired... very very tired... ppl keep shouting around me & u keep saying i'm demanding... i'm actually weak than anyone.... just like what kendy & poh meng said...pull me down once, pull me down twice, i really cant take it when u pull me down the third time. I really dunno how to be ur girlfriend... dunno how to stop complaining,dunno how to be not demanding...i know it's actually all my fault...i'm actually lucky coz i've actually tried a lot of new things that many ppl might neva have a chance to get even 1% of what i've tried...i know u r frustrated when i say i wanna die but if i really got the chance, i'll rather the one who got cancer is me...if there muz be a person to die in my family due to illness, i would rather that's me... so ppl like u & mum wun be saying i'm wasting time or not be grateful, if all things i got transfer to my brother, i'm very sure he will be a very happy person now.... mayb among 10 person 10 will say the see no reason i should try to end my life but u guys are not me...sometimes i dun even know wht myself want... to me human is damn simple & tiny, i can say t very easy to live happily everyday but i'm really not tht tough tht how outside ppl see me..... sometimes i really feel very sufferhen after argue with u & nag by mum... which i always tell myself i can't have this kinda feeling but i just cant change my attitude...i want to but i cant... how to change i really dunno..wht i know is just keep crying...i kknow the world will keep turning without my existance, ppl will tend to forget a person says after 2 or 3 years... ask my brother friends..who will really rmb him after 4 yrs...who can actually recall how he look like....things will neva change.. but i really enough of the world..i'm even tired to type now...have nth to leave for u all..wht i left is all the debts & mistake i did... i need someone to cerrish me but u need someone to support which u can say i din support u at all..i really dunno how u define support but i keep trying & u say i din....mayb to u is really nth..so sorry bout that...sorry that i lie on u... cant even sleep wit my head bursting, but soon..i think i'll sleep peacefully.... sorry to everyone if i really disappointed all of u... really feel very tired d.....................................................till then
I dunno if this will be my last post but I'm really very tired... very very tired... ppl keep shouting around me & u keep saying i'm demanding... i'm actually weak than anyone.... just like what kendy & poh meng said...pull me down once, pull me down twice, i really cant take it when u pull me down the third time. I really dunno how to be ur girlfriend... dunno how to stop complaining,dunno how to be not demanding...i know it's actually all my fault...i'm actually lucky coz i've actually tried a lot of new things that many ppl might neva have a chance to get even 1% of what i've tried...i know u r frustrated when i say i wanna die but if i really got the chance, i'll rather the one who got cancer is me...if there muz be a person to die in my family due to illness, i would rather that's me... so ppl like u & mum wun be saying i'm wasting time or not be grateful, if all things i got transfer to my brother, i'm very sure he will be a very happy person now.... mayb among 10 person 10 will say the see no reason i should try to end my life but u guys are not me...sometimes i dun even know wht myself want... to me human is damn simple & tiny, i can say t very easy to live happily everyday but i'm really not tht tough tht how outside ppl see me..... sometimes i really feel very sufferhen after argue with u & nag by mum... which i always tell myself i can't have this kinda feeling but i just cant change my attitude...i want to but i cant... how to change i really dunno..wht i know is just keep crying...i kknow the world will keep turning without my existance, ppl will tend to forget a person says after 2 or 3 years... ask my brother friends..who will really rmb him after 4 yrs...who can actually recall how he look like....things will neva change.. but i really enough of the world..i'm even tired to type now...have nth to leave for u all..wht i left is all the debts & mistake i did... i need someone to cerrish me but u need someone to support which u can say i din support u at all..i really dunno how u define support but i keep trying & u say i din....mayb to u is really nth..so sorry bout that...sorry that i lie on u... cant even sleep wit my head bursting, but soon..i think i'll sleep peacefully.... sorry to everyone if i really disappointed all of u... really feel very tired d.....................................................till then
Monday, March 23, 2009
My Kai Zai - Little Ronald's Birthday
21/03/09
Reserved to blog about my Kai Zai's birthday but not now... mood sux
Dinner With Ex-College Mates
20/03/09
Dinner with ex-college mates in SP Kim Gary & second round in Circle. I was expecting more ppl... but no regret going. Talked to ppl (hehe, those i defined as high class ppl) I dun really talk to during college time. All thanks to the organiser: Edwin Soh. Haha... anyway, really happy to talk with ppl like Samuel, Xing Fu (haha, i know i muz spell wrongly your name) and etc...
Concluson afta the dinner: felt glad that i could actually communicate with those i think they are "high" class ppl & dun dare to talk to them all the time in college, but at the same time, i realise those really high class ppl will never mind to share their thoughts with the others but those who claimed themselves as high class and dun like to share with others are really those low class ppl...
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
My First LONGCHAMP
16/03/09
Even before C.O.B me & SiHong already discussing whether we want to go to pavilion anot...and decided to go there walk walk since Tangs has discount & further reduction sales... We especially confirm that our decision is right when we saw the heavy rain while we walked out from the elevator afta work. So we drive all the way to Pavilion and the 1st shop i'm went is LONGCHAMP, to check the handbag I keep thinking of whether to buy anot after the handbag that Alvin bought me for new year had torn. There are 3 coulours for the size I want but basically I'm only interested in 2 colour, lime green & beige. The guy working in the shop is a good salesman, I would say he affect my choice of purchase and I do think that he can really be a good salesperson. But i still end up go out the shop without purchase for the 1st round, wanna think twice before i make further decision. But after some window shopping in Tangs (even further reduction but still stuff are still expensive like hell), finally decided to purchase the bag with Beige colour. And at 1st I tot that the size I wanna buy is at RM590 but it's actually only RM450. So happily bought my very 1st LONGCHAMP handbag. Working towards my dream for the 2nd which cost RM4000 plus... Haha, I think ppl reading might say i'm crazy, but this is me... lol
Even before C.O.B me & SiHong already discussing whether we want to go to pavilion anot...and decided to go there walk walk since Tangs has discount & further reduction sales... We especially confirm that our decision is right when we saw the heavy rain while we walked out from the elevator afta work. So we drive all the way to Pavilion and the 1st shop i'm went is LONGCHAMP, to check the handbag I keep thinking of whether to buy anot after the handbag that Alvin bought me for new year had torn. There are 3 coulours for the size I want but basically I'm only interested in 2 colour, lime green & beige. The guy working in the shop is a good salesman, I would say he affect my choice of purchase and I do think that he can really be a good salesperson. But i still end up go out the shop without purchase for the 1st round, wanna think twice before i make further decision. But after some window shopping in Tangs (even further reduction but still stuff are still expensive like hell), finally decided to purchase the bag with Beige colour. And at 1st I tot that the size I wanna buy is at RM590 but it's actually only RM450. So happily bought my very 1st LONGCHAMP handbag. Working towards my dream for the 2nd which cost RM4000 plus... Haha, I think ppl reading might say i'm crazy, but this is me... lol
I'm lovin' it~~
让人会心一笑的一顿午餐 =）
15/03/09
就像我们之前所答应对方的，终于有时间一起到Sushi Tomo去吃午餐了。虽然大家很久都没有谈天和说话，但庆幸的是，我们依然有我们的话题，大家对彼此都不会有不熟悉的陌生感。所以我觉得朋友不一定要每天腻在一起才称得上好，其实大家可以这样简简单单地吃一顿饭，谈谈天，说说近况，那不是很舒服的一件事吗？其实我也很庆幸自己能认识到身边的这些朋友，至少在我没有他配的时候，我还有他们。所以，如果两年前的我说朋友对我来说是不那么重要的，那今天我想讲，朋友对我来说已经比以前重要了哟！而且，我还要谢谢我这些身边真正的好朋友，你们在我心里有比较重要了咯！！！ Muakssssss :-*
我和Vivianne在Sushi Tomo 的一些照片
~ 它和Sakae一样有电脑Menu的哦!
~ Vivianne order 的Sushis *v*
~ 还有California Roll!! 
~ Vivianne the artist @_@
~ 我的Sashimi Set Lunch
~ Omg!! 两个都是我的最爱!!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
~ 勉为其难得拍，不喜欢没有化妆就拍照 =(
~ Vivianne 说像Hamster 喔，但不想让人认得出是我，所以把眼睛遮起来，HAHA!!
~ Vivianne 要拍的，她说很美。
~ 两个人的相遇，就是因为这个“缘”字。。。
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Everlasting love??
04/03/09
Dun everytime also make me feel like i shall let u go coz the reason of it's hard for me to be with u, i sincerely try to be patient with u and tolerate with wht u hope from me... but have u do anything for me?? pls understand what i need... or, leave me alone..
Everlasting love??
1. Courtship stage wherein you know him/her from top to bottom. Know everything about his/her life, goals, dreams, hobbies, family, strengths, weaknesses... pretty much everything about him. A key step to having a lasting relationship is knowing your partner absolutely 100%. Same thing goes for you wherein you let your partner know you 100%.
2. Trust is also key in a everlasting relationship. Never ever doubt your partner. Always believe in him/her with proper reasons. Trust him/her during in times of trouble within your relationship.
3. Communication is an essential thing in a relationship. Always talk with each other about things that happened for the both of you everyday. It is much better in person than in a call or text. This builds up your relationship.
4. Do not entertain any other guy/girl if you have a current relationship. Stick with only the guy/girl you are currently with. The point of this is commitment. Commitment is essential in an everlasting relationship. Being committed in a relationship tells so much about a person which is being a solid person in his/her relationship. To be with your partner forever. Also in Marriage, a commitment is important to make your marriage last until death.
5. Always have a day in a week wherein you will be together for a day (at least). It would be much better if you will allot a time everyday wherein you will be together. This is important because in marriage you will always be together forever. So better start it earlier in your relationship.
6. Be honest with each other. Always tell the truth to each other. Even when there are unwanted consequences you should still tell the truth.
7. Love. Let me define love first. Love is the highest form of self-giving to another person. You give yourself to the person you love to the point that you will be with him/her until death. Love him/her until the end.
8. Marriage. You and your partner should be married in the sacrament of Matrimony. This entails that you become one. Meaning you and your partner own each other as husband and wife. This is to permanently seal your relationship until death in front of God.
9. Have a same spiritual life together. Ensure that you both have the same religion so that there would be no conflicts in your ideas in the midst of your relationship.
10. Do not have sexual intercourse for the sake of pleasure. Sexual intercourse should only be done for the sake of begetting children for your family. With both of you willingly accepting it and not forcing it. Sexual Intercourse for the sake of pleasure makes your relationship like objects. You use each other as objects for pleasure only. You objectify yourself and your partner instead of valuing the person you love for who he/she is.
Source(s):
College Education.
Dun everytime also make me feel like i shall let u go coz the reason of it's hard for me to be with u, i sincerely try to be patient with u and tolerate with wht u hope from me... but have u do anything for me?? pls understand what i need... or, leave me alone..
Everlasting love??
1. Courtship stage wherein you know him/her from top to bottom. Know everything about his/her life, goals, dreams, hobbies, family, strengths, weaknesses... pretty much everything about him. A key step to having a lasting relationship is knowing your partner absolutely 100%. Same thing goes for you wherein you let your partner know you 100%.
2. Trust is also key in a everlasting relationship. Never ever doubt your partner. Always believe in him/her with proper reasons. Trust him/her during in times of trouble within your relationship.
3. Communication is an essential thing in a relationship. Always talk with each other about things that happened for the both of you everyday. It is much better in person than in a call or text. This builds up your relationship.
4. Do not entertain any other guy/girl if you have a current relationship. Stick with only the guy/girl you are currently with. The point of this is commitment. Commitment is essential in an everlasting relationship. Being committed in a relationship tells so much about a person which is being a solid person in his/her relationship. To be with your partner forever. Also in Marriage, a commitment is important to make your marriage last until death.
5. Always have a day in a week wherein you will be together for a day (at least). It would be much better if you will allot a time everyday wherein you will be together. This is important because in marriage you will always be together forever. So better start it earlier in your relationship.
6. Be honest with each other. Always tell the truth to each other. Even when there are unwanted consequences you should still tell the truth.
7. Love. Let me define love first. Love is the highest form of self-giving to another person. You give yourself to the person you love to the point that you will be with him/her until death. Love him/her until the end.
8. Marriage. You and your partner should be married in the sacrament of Matrimony. This entails that you become one. Meaning you and your partner own each other as husband and wife. This is to permanently seal your relationship until death in front of God.
9. Have a same spiritual life together. Ensure that you both have the same religion so that there would be no conflicts in your ideas in the midst of your relationship.
10. Do not have sexual intercourse for the sake of pleasure. Sexual intercourse should only be done for the sake of begetting children for your family. With both of you willingly accepting it and not forcing it. Sexual Intercourse for the sake of pleasure makes your relationship like objects. You use each other as objects for pleasure only. You objectify yourself and your partner instead of valuing the person you love for who he/she is.
Source(s):
College Education.
Photos of Sekeping Serendah
As promised in the earlier post that I'm to upload the photo of Sekeping Serendah ~~~
the interior of the "mud" shed 
the exterior of the "mud" shed 
we stayed in this "mud" shed 
the "glass" shed 
i suppose this is a place for big group of people to have breakfast? 
great swimming pool with real cooling water 
me!! me!! me!!
the uniqueness of sekeping serendah 
food preparation by the "bbq chef"me? taking photo loo... can't see meh??
fire burning burning..."whou whou" 
our bbq dinner ~~ yummy yummy ~~ 
omg!! can you see how big the ant is??!!
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